It's sad that these things still go on like this...

So, I was at the library attempting to read some history. I have to have the first chapter read by Monday, which isn't too bad; I'm halfway through. So this lady picked up her cellphone and started talking. She was trying to be quiet, but she obviously wasn't because I heard everything she was saying. It was so stupid. She was talking about pictures on a girl's myspace of a guy and a girl kissing, some guy txting her, something about some girl wanting to fight her. WOW is all I have to say. I thought this was college, and she's behind me arguing like some little girl in highschool. I'm really starting to get an idea of things NEVER going to change. Today I was bored so I e-mailed my mom a picture of me. The message said "he hehehehehe :)" and it was a picture of one of my earrings on my lip. And she frowned and got really pissed off and started yelling at me. Things are such big deals to people, when it really shouldn't be. I have a problem with making some things a big deal, I won't lie, I do.

I tried to txt some people, ask them if they wanted lunch. One person said she was sorry and that she had plans, which is cool, I totally forgot she had some plans. The other two, didn't even answer me back. I really feel unloved with my friends. Nobody offers to be in pictures with me, some offer to hangout, but since I have a hitler for a father, I never get to hangout. And they think I am lying and that I really don't want to hangout with them, OR that I will never be able to hangout at all. 

I feel so controlled.

I have class in 20 minutes. And my stomach hurts really badly from today.

I forgot my lunch money by the way. I was going to have a nice salad, but then i pulled out my wallet to find no money, so then I had to go and get some pretzels and a soda. 

One of the friends who didn't answer me just txted me and said that he was napping.

What about the other friend?

I feel so sick.

I wish I lived in Minnesota. That would be pretty cool.

I think that's where I want to go live or something when I am older.