The stars are out tonight, and they are so pretty. It seems like a lot more than usual is out tonight.

Sorry i havent updated in a few days. I am right now letting my dog out, and i might update tonight before i go to bed about how the past couple of days have been going.

2009 is technically in less than 2 days.
It's the year i was suppose to graduate. =/

I think that calls for a huge long blog about 2008. (Which i might do tonight or tomorrow) So... Look out for it.

I am going to let my dog inside and go upstairs to my laptop.

(BTW, the dog in that picture above is NOT my dog. I will put up one of my dog later if you haven't already seen him)

Starting to get sleepy

Right now I am at Tori's house, and everyone fell asleep. I am barely tired at all, and still up writing this. Everyone fell asleep watching Tropic Thunder except me and Vinnie, but now he is probably asleep too. 

For Christmas I got a cool long-sleeved shirt, a whole bunch of giftcards, candy, Guitar Hero World Tour (drums, mic, guitar, everything) and Rockband 2. It was funny, at first we thought the drums were broken. The orange one wouldn't work when plugged in at all. Come to find out, it was plugged into the wrong thing. Vinnie noticed that problem when we were playing, and fixed it. It ended up working, and we were really happy because we thought we had stupid defective drums. I can't wait to go home tomorrow and start practicing up on them drums! I do pretty bad at it. My only trouble is the kick pedal. I am not use to it AT ALL.

Well, I am going to do some more site surfing to get more tired, and then go in the other room and go to bed. 

I love not being at home :)

Random, but, I remembered what I was going to write about that was on my mind. I feel like I am back on a routine again, and that really scares me. I HATE routines. My life is starting to feel like a movie again, and I can't stand it. Hopefully that will change soon.

NOW I AM GOING.

:)

Not Another JonJon Letting His Dog Out To Use the Bathroom Update =P

Sadly the title lies. My dog is currently using the bathroom and I am outside sitting on my bench. I tried to fix my hair back to normal, but it just wont go back!!!!!! I will just have to fix it next time i take a shower. It sucks, because, well... I don't know. I really dont like my hair like this, but it's not like i am going anywhere or anything, so I will live =)

I can't wait for Christmas tomorrow morning. Ohai Guitar Hero 4 and Rockband 2 for Wii. It's gonna be fun. =))))

It seems like i always make a mobile blog when i am letting my dog out to use the bathroom.

Today was pretty uneventful. I spent most of it being a myspace whore and playing guitar hero 1 and 2.

As you can see in my picture, my hair is back today. I got out of the shower and decided to keep it that way.

Well the dog is done and i am going to go inside and hang up more posters.

Emotional Rollercoaster

The title of this blog is the best way to describe how my day went.

My parents and family haven't been exactly nice to me. Except for my brother, he has done good, besides not taking me with him to go places to escape here. I went through a lot of confusion today, and anger today. My parents pissed me off so much. They left to go to the store at night, and I was still so angry, that I turned on my music, and turned it up extremely high. High enough to wear the subwoofer wouldn't pop (indicating it should be turned down). I blasted The Show Must Go On by Drop Dead Gorgeous. And as soon as the drums started, my heart raced and i screamed "EVERYONEEEEEE, LOVES THE DRAMA." and to my surprise... I actually screamed it. After I screamed it a little, I started singing. I made a perfect transit to screaming and singing without my throat hurting or it sounding bad. I was so amazed with myself, that my day started to get a little better. Then after that, my friend that I haven't talked to in a while IM'd me, and I was really glad that he talked to me. After that, my friend Skye txted me saying "Dood, I got txting!" and that REALLY REALL made my day. I have been waiting for her to get txting for a while because I am really phone shy and don't like to talk on the phone.  Then after Skye got txting, Maysie was telling me some stuff that made me laugh extremely hard. I am so glad I have amazing friends that can help me get through the day. 

I don't want to start a war or anything between my friends, but it really seems that my online friends are sometimes there for me MORE than my IRL friends. (IRL = In Real Life) It's very strange. I also kind it very sad sometimes that I can pour my heart, feelings, and secrets to a complete stranger online, but can't even say those things to my best friends.

On another subject, I really need to change my default picture and banner on here.

I am going to do that now.

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I am right now listening to Shut Up by Simple Plan.

I am sorry I keep on forgetting to blog in this.

I figured ever since I enabled mobile blogging, i'd be blogging a lot more, but there is a problem with that.

I don't go anywhere anymore.

Well, not since school has been out. I really haven't been anywhere. I have sadly been bound to my bed on my laptop talking to people and listening to music.

Something big happened today, but I would rather keeping it to myself.

Changing the subject...

I can't wait for Christmas.

I am so thankful my dad got what I wanted, because I really didn't think he was going to.

Saturday.

Right now it is almost 2am, and I am sitting in my formal living room, listening to Freak On A Leash by KoRn.

Today I did A LOT.

I woke up around 11, and Scott left around noon. Nicole came and picked me up a little bit after Scott left. We stopped by some boat place to get her dad something he needed and then delivered it to him. After that we back to Nicole's house and watched this show called Ninja Warrior or something. It was like a gameshow of people trying to be a ninja. I thought it was pretty interesting since I never watched it before, and the tasks seemed pretty crazy. After that we went to her brother's skating party for his birthday. He is finally 13. 

After that, we went to the mall for a while and then to taco bell. 

During the mall though, my thoughts started attacking me. I really hate it when they do that. I wish they would sometimes just leave me a lone. I was so happy until they started bothering me. They are seeming to bother me to much. I thought of a poem in my head while they were bothering me. I didn't write it down though, but I still remember it right now. 

Anyways, I have to take my anti-biotic before I forget.

I'm probably going to go upstairs and watch southpark on my bed until i fall asleep.

I love everyone <3

Right now Scott is over my house, and i guess I decided to update. Today i finally talked my dad into buying Guitar Hero 4 and Rockband 2. I am soooo excited. I can't open it till christmas, but i am still really excited. Tomorrow i am going to nicole's little brother's birthday party at a skating rink. Hopefully it will be really fun. I haven't been skating in forever.

Guess that is it now, see ya =)

Right now I am watching Ku Fu Panda with some of my brother's friends. I keep on hearing talk of people reading twilight or other books, and it makes me slightly sad that I never read. I have probably only read maybe five books in my life, and all of them were forced to me by the school. I think when i get some money, i am going to buy A Purpose For Pain. It is Renee's journal, the girl who To Write Love On Her Arms is all about. You know... I probably spelled her name wrong, oops. Oh well. i am going to continue watching this movie now. I will blog later.

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I Am Mad At Last.Fm

It's making me mad.

You can only register one machine to upload playcounts from,

and i really wish i could upload music from my old desktop, because it has SO MANY plays.

That is the only thing on my mind right now.

School is over till January 26th.

It's going to be a longggg break by the looks of it so far.

I really hope I get to hang out with a lot of my friends and stuff.

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It has been really hard for me not to do something today. I have been trying so hard not to, and i need to be strong. i have that final exam in a few minutes and i still have to type my paper that i haven't started yet.

I guess i am going to go now. Love makes me sick. And i feel like listening to Grace Gale.

Sleepy Time.

Right now i am so freakin tired. Its past 4am, and i really need to go to bed. I got some research for my paper, and barely even finished two paragraphs. I need to wake up in 7 hours for class. My final is at 12:30, and i'll probably get it done by 1:30, which leaves me with 2 hours to get my essay done. After i turn in my essay, i am going to come home and probably go to bed or start on my freshman orientation project. I need to research a career and say stuff about it. That should be alright i guess. I just need to do a presentation on it. Ohai powerpoint.

Tonight something really bothered me, but three of my friends really helped me. One stayed up really late to talk to me and the others helped me weigh out the positive outcomes.

i am tired and going to go now

I Wish I Could Take It Back

I guess a week without blogging has really made me this.

I miss speaking of my life. I don't like my life being that private.

I like my little bit of privacy, but the rest, I want people to know.

I don't feel like talking about what is bothering me,

but something is.

Today I listened to More of the Worst by PlayRadioPlay! A LOT today.

I thought of making a videoblog, but I have been doing that too much lately.

I also should be studying for my final tomorrow and doing my 4 page essay that I still haven't started, but oh well. I will start it soon, and if not, I will just do it in the morning.

Well, i feel like i am blabbing, see ya.

Outside letting the dog out...

Right now i am outside letting my dog use the bathroom. It's pretty cold outside, but there is no wind. (i expected it to be a lot more colder).

I have a 4 page essay due tomorrow that i haven't even started on, and i really need to work on that. i also need to study for a final exam i have for intro to microcomputers. I get distaracted so easily and i really need to work on that and not be like that for next semester. My phone is really slow when it types pic messages. i am typing too fast i guess lol, and it is taking forever to catch up. I am so glad that i found out about mobile blogging, and you can all expect a lot more posts from me now =)

Mobile Blogging?

So right now i am testing this mobile blogging thing, and i am really hoping it works, because it will be pretty freakin sweet if it does. =)

Today i am being a bum, sitting on my bed and just downloading music and stuff. I think i like blogger again since i can update from my phone.

Done?

I think I might be done with this.

I might restart back up again.

If anyone did read this,

thank you very much.

I discovered the causes of my unhappiness.

I don't want to list them on here...

But i guess the first step is to realize what they all are.

I made that realization last night. 

I'll talk more about it later. I have to leave for class in like 10 minutes

Wishing to go back

Lastnight I wished to go back in time, and change things... The things I wanted different.

But now, i'm sitting the cafeteria listening to the music that I am going to sing for auditions, and I am looking at all these people and stuff. I kind of like how things are now, besides that I am sad a lot. 

I'm really scatterbrained right now. 

There are a lot of things going on around me.

Literally, and figuratively. 

One day, i'll close my eyes,

and this will all be over,

and i'll wake from this nightmare three years ago in my room,

or i'll wake up and it will be the next day, and my life will turn into a dream.

Perfect.

They will be perfect.

I can see it now.

We will wake up, and spend most of the day hanging up posters, while playing music that is on itunes shuffle. We won't skip any songs, because we each like the same songs. While hanging up the posters, we'll take turns singing along, dancing, laughing, enjoying each other's company. After that we would cuddle on the couch watching TV and music videos. We both love music, so we would never get tired of it. We would then lay around my room talking about life and how things are going to be in the next five years. We would also go on the computer and talk to our online friends and in real life friends. We will laugh, and I will smile while they talk, and be so thankful that I have them, and that I am there's. As we get tired, they would leave, and I would txt them till we both got tired and fell asleep on each other. 

The next time we were both free, we'd hangout again. We could drive somewhere, singing songs in the car as we drove. We would go to the boardwalk, and walk around and play in the arcade. They would congratulate me with a hug after i beat a challenging song on the Dance Dance Revolution machine. Then we would whip out one of our digital camera's and take crazy pictures of each other sitting on the racing game's arcade machines, or the mini-bikes. We would also take pictures of crazy dance poses too. Heck, we would take pictures of us doing EVERYTHING that day that would later be uploaded on one of our myspace's to show eachother off. We would then go play mini-golf, where they would laugh with me since i'm so terrible at it. After that we would make a video of us just chilling on the boardwalk on one of the benches. After that they would drive me home or I would drop them off. I'd kiss them goodbye....

I guess that would be more of a perfect "LIFE" too.

That is just a perfect relationship i could see.

I really hate being all sappy and lovely.

I could see so many other things, hahaha. 

It's almost like, now that i'm thinking about it, perfect seems so boring.

I could imagine me kissing them one day, and falling completely crazy for them,

but it not working out, and fighting for those moments of happiness. 

Wow... WHY AM I SPEAKING OF LOVE? HAHA

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

That's it.

I've seriously gone crazy.

Wow, I need to like, go to bed or something.

I am thinking way too much.

Now that i'm reading what I said, it's so super sappy and so freaking wrong.

Wow..

Um..

Yeah..

I feel stupid now and like deleting this blog.

101.

100th Post

Usually people have a 100th post that is something special or different from everything else.
Sadly, I wish i did have something, but i don't.
I have just been thinking about my life, and other people's lives too.
It's so strange...
I'm right now watching Bruce Almighty.

So... I don't even know what is going on.
I'm not even paying attention to what i am saying.
Maybe i'll write more later.

My Blog for today :)

So it's been a few days...

I don't have much to say, maybe i'll have more tonight.

I'm going to start saying a thing I learned each day.

Today i realized, 

Sometimes the people with the biggest hearts, aren't the prettiest.

And i don't mean that to offend anyone,

it's just sometimes, someone who isn't considered "pretty", has a bigger heart than someone who is drop dead gorgeous.

I guess I just kind of realized that today.