My parents and family haven't been exactly nice to me. Except for my brother, he has done good, besides not taking me with him to go places to escape here. I went through a lot of confusion today, and anger today. My parents pissed me off so much. They left to go to the store at night, and I was still so angry, that I turned on my music, and turned it up extremely high. High enough to wear the subwoofer wouldn't pop (indicating it should be turned down). I blasted The Show Must Go On by Drop Dead Gorgeous. And as soon as the drums started, my heart raced and i screamed "EVERYONEEEEEE, LOVES THE DRAMA." and to my surprise... I actually screamed it. After I screamed it a little, I started singing. I made a perfect transit to screaming and singing without my throat hurting or it sounding bad. I was so amazed with myself, that my day started to get a little better. Then after that, my friend that I haven't talked to in a while IM'd me, and I was really glad that he talked to me. After that, my friend Skye txted me saying "Dood, I got txting!" and that REALLY REALL made my day. I have been waiting for her to get txting for a while because I am really phone shy and don't like to talk on the phone. Then after Skye got txting, Maysie was telling me some stuff that made me laugh extremely hard. I am so glad I have amazing friends that can help me get through the day.
I don't want to start a war or anything between my friends, but it really seems that my online friends are sometimes there for me MORE than my IRL friends. (IRL = In Real Life) It's very strange. I also kind it very sad sometimes that I can pour my heart, feelings, and secrets to a complete stranger online, but can't even say those things to my best friends.
On another subject, I really need to change my default picture and banner on here.
I am going to do that now.
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