The Mixed Tape.

This is morning,
It's when i've spent the most time,
thinkin 'bout what i've given up.

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I will not waste another summer, I don't want to waste this life anymore. If it doesnt change, i'll take it.

I am not dead...

Just saying. I'll try to blog this weekend or something, there is some stuff going on that I can try to see if I can vent about.

Blahhhhhh I Need Excitement

I feel like there isn't anything exciting in my life anymore. Things seem so routine now for me. I really need to break free.

Videoblogging Sounds Cool

My brother's girlfriend Tori got into video blogging, and I find it so amazing. I want to do it, but I don't have a good enough camera.  I do have a my video camera and my webcam camera, but she has a Macbook, and it is extremely amazing. I wish I had one. I asked my dad if I could give this laptop I am on now to my mom and then get a Macbook, but he said no since there is no places anywhere around here that can fix Macs. We have like no Mac stores at all either. There is 2, each an hour away.

I am so very tired. I am watching From G's To Gents right now. They act like kids. People scare me... Really... They do... This generation is horrible... 

Some time on my hands

Right now I am on spring break for college, and it feels so nice to be on it. I just wish that the weather was nicer. 

It makes me sad that like NONE of my friends blog anymore. I don't even blog that much anymore. 

Even though this break is nice, I have a four paged paper due in a week and a one paged paper due also in a week. I hate my english class so much. Usually English is such a fun class that I look forward to, but not this one. It's more of a literature class, and it's horrible. I think that might be the class that I am failing in, and I really need to pull it together. I have no idea how I am going to scratch out a four paged paper, but i'm going to have to this weekend or sometime this week.

I have rehearsals for Beauty and the Beast today. We are suppose to have all of the song lyrics memorized. I pretty much do so I think i am good.

I also can't wait for Jersey Fest. Hopefully I can go to that. There is a lot of good local bands that are going to be there.

And...

58 Days till my birthday :)

Heed the Warning and Bullets & Belvedere

THEY ARE AMAZING.

Here is some videos I took of them.

B&B:

Heed the Warning:

The last video got cut off because of an altercation in the pit, but both were still pretty amazing.

Tell me what you think of them :)

I hate the Voyager.

Things are going sweet, but also so bitter at the same time. I am on my phone right now writing this. THE VOYAGER IS A HORRIBLE PHONE, NEVER GET IT, IT BREAKS ABOUT EVERY SIX MONTHS!!! It is completely rediculous! First it starts to move up and down, and NOW, front screen touch-screen wont work. When i open and close it sometimes the inside screen wont work. It's going to cost 50 bucks to fix it probably out of my pocket...I am so mad and can't even sleep...

Another nice day outside

I just took a shower and now I am sitting in the sun (well, now there are clouds passing by....) and letting it dry my hair. I am sitting on my deck. I was attempting to do some Western Civ questions on Ancient Greece, but I am too distracted with facebook and talking to my parents. My brother is going to the store soon, so I am going to go with him since I have nothing to do.

Bye!

70 Degrees

It's so nice out, right now sitting on my deck with my mom and dad talking to them. My dad always talks to me about plans. Sometimes they are good, sometimes they are bad. Nicole is in Florida right now, and I really wish I was there.

Gah, I am so distracted from them talking to me. FML, lol

Snow days

Well, we did end up getting snow. It snowed SO MUCH, and there is still a lot on the ground. I am still really nervous about doing my presentation tomorrow, but it will be a lot better once it's just freakin over with. This morning I was sick, which I really don't want to talk about, but i am SO GLAD it's all over. This is just a little update by the way. Nothing really has been going on or new. 

71 days till my birthday.

70 days till I go to New York.

I feel like things are slightly going routine, but it's not a bad routine. I've actually accepted this one. I use to feel scared when my life was going routine and everything was the same. I realized when everything was different, my life seemed chaotic. I love different things, but right now, It feels okay for this routine. 

That's all for now.

I'm blogging less, been busy I guess

Friday i went to Christina's house and watched movies with people. Saturday night I hungout with some friends that I usually don't get to hangout with.

Umm..

Local show in two weeks!

A little bit has been on my mind, but not too much I guess.

I am really nervous about giving my presentation in history tomorrow. 

I kind of know why too, but i'd rather not say it or talk about it.

We are suppose to get a lot of snow, and as much I want it to happen, it does not seem like it is going to. It's 34 degrees, and raining.

I'll blog more later if something is on my mind.

<3