I hope someday this will be different. Not the happy things, they can stay. But it's best if the worst things went away.

The "privlages" i am given feel like something offered to a prisoner who has commited the most awful of crimes.

I wouldnt even be surprised if these chains stayed on me even after I am 18.

It always seems like something is holding me back to what i want...

Hold on a second...
What do i really want?

I wish i knew.

I hope things change.
I really hope they do.