Monday, September 22, 2008

right now

Right now i am sitting in the college cafeteria,
alot is going on in my mind.
Right now, i am very nervous about my project,
i completed my half, but i'm not sure if it is going to go well with my partner,
and i am really embarassed to show it to the class because it so dumb.

Right now i'm downloading the new itunes for my laptop, because it doesnt have genius, and i need genius. 
Right now I am also thinking of getting candy. 
These lyrics keep replaying in my head,
i'm not even sure if they mean anything significant
"my cameras zoom - it captures all that might embrace it
unsteadied ice creates the wake in deeper places
oh darling I cant bare the thought of separation
the years will pass and we'll forget just how this made us"

That is what keeps replaying.
I feel really different.
Chardenae always reminds me how
"the old jon would have done this, the old jon would have done this"
I dunno,
i have alot of regrets i guess.
Maybe i'll speak of them later.
Scars of the past.
Emo things like that.
hahahahaha.

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