This horror must not remain"
That song is playing now, and i guess it made me decide to put it in my blog. I am laying down on the floor right now, I am getting re-addicted to stickam. My ear infection is doing a lot better. Last night it was so horrible, i couldn't sleep at all. Right now it is very itchy, but i dont want to put a q-tip in it because it might hurt the healing process.
Today I procrastinated an English essay. I chose it to write about "What I Learned From Dropping out of High School" because it had to be an essay like that.
On another more random side i guess, I keep on telling myself "Everything happens for a reason." But I really wish I knew what my reason was. I feel like I am really missing out on my youth, or like things went backwards for me. I use to go out and be with friends so much, have so many pictures and videos.... But Now, i barely get any. My phone never rings. It goes off occasionally for some txt messages, and that is it. I feel slightly isolated, even though I am always out at college, or sometimes at other places.I want to hangout with friends. I am going to try to get down and mark people off of my list to hangout with. Like for instance, Christina and I always talk about hanging out, but never do. So what did I do?? We are probably going to the football game friday. I guess i'll find out more once it gets closer though. I need to think of more people who want to hangout though.
Anyways, I guess that is it for now. I didnt get the picture thing going, but at least I got the whole lyric thing working again :D.
Goodnight whoever reads this,
and if anyone does.
Thank you so much for reading it <3333.
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