no title.

It feels that lately, i am not me.

I am what my parents want me to be.

and i fucking hate it.

tonight, dumbass me decided to dye my bangs red.

no big deal i figured, it washes out in two weeks.

HA, nope.

I get screamed at by my sister calling me a faggot, my brother just goes "O_O", my dad says he gives up on life, and my mom just looks like this "-_-" with no fucking emotion. My niece starts chanting how ugly i look, and how i look like a faggot. 

My sister comes up to me and tells me to try to wash it out, because my dad wants to shave my head.

It's not even so much that i cant dye my hair, I cant fucking do anything.

I get to go to school, and then go back home. I cant go anywhere, I can't buy my own clothes, i can't get my own piercings, i cant drive wherever i want, I cant look like how i want to look.

I can't fucking take it.

I hate me right now.

I hate everything about me right now.

I hate it all.

all.