Update.

I wanted to update this so if anyone saw my previous post, they didnt think i was in peril or depressed.

After my dad and I got into the argument, things got better, and lightened up.

Tonight i have stayed up extra hours that I could be sleeping talking to my friend Christina. They are definetly not wasted hours though. I am talking alot with her, and it's making me happy, lol. We are talking of personal stuff, and our past.

I have been thinking lately.

And I talked to Sammy about this too.

It seems like no matter how many new friends I meet,

they never compare to the ones that I am missing right now.

And if any of my new friends are reading this (Which I highly doubt), dont let that discourage you. You guys are still amazing, and I love you, but I miss my old friends terribly. And if I ever had to choose between me new ones and old ones, and i'd hold onto you both, because i could never make a decision like that. I hope my friendships just keep on growing and growing, and none dwindle away. I guess hanging out with so many of my old friends at the harvest festival made me miss them. I've been hanging out with my college friends so much, that I forgot what it's like to be with them.

Today was good.

My dad actually let nicole pick me up and drive me,

it was rediculous.

Like, not rediculous in a bad way,

but a good way.

I can't believe he let her do that.

My dad lets NO ONE drive me,

and nicole almost lives like 20 minutes away.

It was fun though :D

I also got to see my friends Kyle and Alex today,

and got some pictures with Alex.

I can't wait for Six Flags saturday,

and i'm not too sure what is going on with my friday night,

if i'm with my brother or at third friday,

but i'll find it when it gets closer to that time.

Goodnight whoever reads this <333