Saturday, April 25, 2009

So even though there is nothing I can do about...

but I really can't stand it.
Right now, I am at intermission for Beauty and the Beast... and sadly... I have only sang my parts... My voice is so thrashed, and it happens to be the night where everything is going well, except for fucking me. IT'S HORRIBLE AND SO UNFAIR. 3 of my BEST friends are here tonight, and i can't even sing for them.

People have been coming up to me that know me (during other shows) and said that they could really hear me, I even have a microphone for Christ's sake so I can be heard... It really frustrates me. It makes me so mad.

I'm just ranting on, but i'm so mad...
This always happens to me...
It's so ironic,
and i'm having fun dancing on stage, but i love singing too.
I feel like I am really disappointing my friends...
and i'm extremely disappointing myself.

Sorry you have to read this pityness...

2 comments:

Carlee. said...
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Carlee. said...

it's not pityness, you're probably just nervous, plus that cold you were telling me about. don't think negative thoughts about what your friends think of your performance. they're your friends, i'm sure they'll understand. just take a breather and relax. :)