Nobody Writes on this Anymore

I guess that doesn't mean I should too.

This weekend was so amazing.
I had a lot of fun.
I really needed that weekend.

Tomorrow I have family coming over, and I have to clean tremendously for it when I get home.
I also have make up work due tomorrow, and I think i have to have a rough draft of my english essay too that is due in a week.

I'm looking around this cafeteria (i'm at college right now)
and i'm seeing so many people together and stuff.
WHY DO WE FEEL THE NEED TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TO SURVIVE?
WHY DO WE NEED ANOTHER PERSON TO BE HAPPY?
Why can't we just be by ourselves and live it that way, and be happy???
I hate this.

Today my dad didn't give me any money for lunch.
I went to my drawer that he puts my money in, and it was empty.
Luckily Candice had some extra fries that she gave to me since she was full.
I have class in 22 minutes. I honestly don't want to go at all.
I have a quiz, so it should go by fast.

I really hope it does.

I'm not even sure why I hope it does.

Today is going by so badly.

I need a rescue.

I think I might be failing my intro to mass media class,

and she might tell me to drop it.

I talked to my dad about it lastnight,

he got so mad/upset/disappointed in me.

I even told him "You finally started to give me freedom, and I abused it by forgetting my responsibilities."

He didn't even seem to care when I said that.

The best thing that could happen today is for my teacher to tell me that i'm not failing, OR that I can redeem myself from failing. I really hope that I can at LEAST redeem myself.

Class is going to start in 17 minutes now.

I'm going to go.

Bye to whoever reads this.

If anyone does.

And thank you for caring about me <3