It's been almost a year since i've had this...

...and I barely write in it anymore at all.

Not too many things are different.

More freedoms, well... slightly more freedoms.

i just felt like i spilled too much info on this

sometimes i can let my heart flow like a river for all to see,

but then once i realize my feelings are exposed, i freak out and try to like build a dam over the river.

Maybe from now on... i'll just let a little stream or brook of my emotions seep through this dam that i have made.

We will see about it ;)

Three things i've always wanted...

I've finally got...

And sadly, I want more.

I'm getting so addicted.

It's not drugs or anything, dont worry.

It's body modification.

In a three course period,

i have pierced my ears, my septum, and got a tattoo.

and it feels so great.

:)

So yesterday basically was my 18th birthday...

and it was pretty good.

It feels so good to be 18,

seriously.

My mom is like "nothing is different"

but i feel different...

it's good.

:)

This is the last day of school.

I feel like I did really bad on my history final... and i'm pretty worried about it.

I'm so excited for tomorrow though, it is my birthday!

I also miss my cellphone...

It's dead...

Like... not coming back dead...

Kinda.

I'm getting a new one hopefully today.

And maybe even going swimming!

...

I'm so bored right now.