I'm not sure if people read this still.

If you do, thanks a lot :)

Lastnight was a lot of fun. I had some friends come over and we had a good time. Well, they might be labeled as my brother's friends, but I call them mine too =)

I think it's gotten hot enough (well, warm enough) outside to start my annual fan never shutting off in my room haha. We were all playing rockband2 lastnight and it started to get REALLY HOT in my room, so we turned on the fan. Ever since, I haven't turned it off. And i think this starts of it never going off until winter again. 

I'm just blabbing.

I'm getting ready to go to the mall with my brother.

It's funny,

everytime i go out with him,

i always have 1 bar on my cellphone's battery.

I dream big.

My friend pointed that out to me. Some people don't dream big... I just realized that too. 

Haha, i am so emotional now,

i am like crying out of happiness.

and i'm not even happy

wtf

i need help haha

Designer Skyline in my Head

Designer Skyline by Owl City is stuck in my head.

Friday has been going pretty good :)

Red Bench.

Right now I am laying on a red bench at college. I feel kind of weird doing it because everyone else is just sitting on them, but it's padded and feels like a bed to me. I've been so busy with rehearsals, that's why I really haven't gotten a chance to sit down and talk about things. Depression is kind of getting back to me again. I'll have to trace back and see how it started again, but it's been going at it again for almost a month. My grades are slipping, I think that is the main thing. The first semester of college (fall) seemed SO EASY... Now this semester is so hard. I'm doing bad in Math, English, and probably Psychology too. That means i'm only doing good in two classes, Western Civ and Writing for TV/Radio. 

Gah, i'm going to go now.

Class in 23 minutes. <3