Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Random Mobile Update???

I hope it snows all through the night so i dont have to go to school in the morning. I have so much trouble getting up in the morning. I guess that is it for now...

I feel like watching The Mist. It's a really good movie. =)

Black Rose Dying

That is the song i'm currently listening to by Bless the Fall. 

I am really hoping for a snow day tomorrow, but the snow is clearing up, so I am trying to prepare myself for being tired in the morning and disappointed. 

Lately I have been trying to think positive and look forward to turning 18. 98 days till I turn 18 by the way. I have it set in my head that it is going to be so good, and then someone told me how nothing is going to be different and stuff. It really pissed me off. I guess they are right, but it's the only thing I have to look forward to, that I am REALLY REALLY setting my eyes on, and for someone to crush it like that really sucks. I have no idea how things are going to turn out. But 98 days is too long for me. Too long. Can i make it?

Monday, February 2, 2009

Mobile Update.

I was going to update yesterday about how beautiful the weather was, and how my day went, but instead I did homework. I am trying to stay off the internet, it wastes my life. I'm sure i'll be on it by tomorrow, but I need to really restrict the time that I spend on it. It's not even all that fun anymore. I am so bored of it. There is seriously nothing new.

That's it for now, i'll update tonight or tomorrow

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Warmth.

When is it going to get warmer? I really miss the warm sunshine on my skin as I drive down the road with my truck. The windows down, the stereo pumped to 22 with heavy bass and screaming music. The wind blowing through my long hair, with my big sunglasses blocking it from my eyes. I miss summer. I didn't do much this summer, but the warm weather outside is just amazing. I felt like I wasted too much of it inside. It's so strange here in New Jersey. The winter is too cold to go outside, but the summer is too hot to go outside. I hope I find a balance this summer where I can wake up early, but not too early, like 10pm. I guess I could go to bed at 2am? That would leave a good eight hours for sleep. 

Right now Iris by Goo Goo Dolls just came on. I remember listening to this song when I was really little living in Connecticut. I haven't been there in over eight years. All I remember is that it was really pretty in the fall. All the leaves on the mountain looks really awesome.

I guess that is it for now.