Ripples.

Did you ever notice how our life ripples?

One things leads to another?

We all effect each other?

It's strange.

Today someone asked me for directions at the college, 

and I helped him out.

What if something bad happened if I wasn't there to direct him?

What if he was picking up someone?

What if that person was going to wait and wait,

and be kidnapped or something?

I dunno,

i'm letting my mind wander,

but think about.

So many things affect us.

I parked my car on the one side of campus last week,

and walked all the way the other side of campus,

to remember that i parked my car on the other side.

I went to my car and had a safe ride home.

What if I did remember where my car was though,

and I got into a horrible accident?

Maybe me forgetting where I parked prevented that.

It's strange.

I always wonder what my purpose on life is.

I don't think we have just one purpose.

We have many purposes.

Maybe mine today was to help that guy with directions.

Maybe I have long term ones like looking after a friend,

or being friends with someone.

Maybe caring for someone you barely know.

Maybe it's to be in love with someone.

Maybe it's to fall out of love with someone for them to realize something.

We like balance each other.

And I realized that today.

I'm strange =/

NObama

I think Obama is the anti-christ.

Oh well though, he is president now, and there is nothing we can do.

If this is God's will, it will all unfold I guess. =/

Sad.

I want to live.

And go through college.

thanks satan. =/

Today was alright I guess.

Could have been better.

I am probably going to spend this weekend alone.

=)

"Fear me

Step too close to see what I see

Construct desire 

The fine line between disease and what I need

As he enters into the world as a ghost

The terror inflicted scrapes your bones

Let him hold you close"

Today was alright.

Not bad,

not great,

but alright.

Right now I am procrastinating homework, and that's really bad, because i have a TON of stuff to do. I have an essay due tomorrow, actually two, but I am only going to do one. I have alot of make up work due for freshman orientation, but i am not sure what to do for it. I totally forgot that I need to study for my math midterm tomorrow. School kind of takes over my life on weekdays I guess. Friends take it over on the weekends :) 

Now I am blasting hot and cold by katy perry. I am smiling at life right now, and i'm trying so hard not to be brought down. It feels so good to fly like this :)

71... I think?

This weekend was just epicly awesome.

Friday, hung out with...

Scott, my brother, Brenna, Annalisa, Tommie, Matt, Alysha, Ryan, and Mark.

Saturday,

Had a party to go to.

Alysha's party was AMAZING

I dressed up as Jeffree Star.

Sunday,

I hungout with Scott

I guess that's the basics.